I was in seventh standard and a very immature and tender age in emotional also. I was not very clear about the feelings of love or sex. I had never experienced love with any boy.In school, we play with them, crack jokes and any feeling of love or sex came in my mind during that time.
I felt something different when I had a small project work with our new Science teacher who recently joined. He was muscular, with nice cute face. I have seen him several times but, that was a special occassion when i felt something different about him. He was a clear example of how personality attracts others. Sensational feeling on me... I always wanted to come in his favorite's lists. I felt bad when he talks to others particularly girls.I was becoming more mad at him
Was this love? I am still not sure. But when Mr X came to my teenage life during those days, the affection to my teacher went down. It was really, Mr x who taught me the difference of love, sex and affection. But I ask myslef several times that , was that my first love?